It’s now my 11th day after giving birth.  The pain from the incision strikes anytime and I would just bear the pain. The doctor said the healing time takes about 6 weeks. I am resuming work after two months so that makes it ok.

After two months, I don’t think I can leave my baby at the apartment with a nanny. If only finances permit, I would quit work and take care of Maia.

It’s now starting ti sink in me that I’m now a mom. The responsibility is now commanding,  from sleepless nights  to planning what lies ahead.

But when you look at a baby’s face..

You worries and fears disappear. There’s some power to it.

I love you my baby Maia.