I had unsteady days, dark and melancholic. Friends are nowhere, out of reach. It’s not that I am devoid of them, but the direness of the moment just slipped.  I was in desperate need of reassurance, and a feeling of wellbeing.

But I realized I have to learn. Without conflict, I can never grasp life’s mysteries.  I don’t want to be negative all my life. I want to be infused with optimism and a whole lot of beautiful sunshine!

I want to love and I want to be loved. It is a good feeling.

This is a journey with relationship setbacks, but is definitely worth living. I want to conquer the bleak side of me. I will, coz I know He is there for me, no matter what. He’s always there. There is no doubt in Him.